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I give you guys so many updates about it, it's a wonder you don't know my personal information, like my blood type or my SS number, ugh.  

Anyway, my tonsillectomy has been moved to the 25th of this month, so that's two surgeries in one month.  I have one in two days and then another almost immediately after I'm done recovering from the first one.  Unfortunately, this means I won't be able to get to art in the next couple of weeks, and I wasn't able to get to them recently because college has suddenly been really wearing me down.

Which leads me to a relatively new development in that I am a bad luck magnet.  

I have been known to not really believe in that bullshit, but I honestly feel like some higher being has really had it out for me recently.  A lot of dumb stuff has been happening to me, and on top of college wearing me down and my surgeries, it's not been that great for me.  My tonsillitis doesn't seem to be getting better, and my teeth are very sore now from my wisdom teeth, and to add to my oral injuries, I have a giant canker sore on the inside of my lip which prevents me from eating anything but soft, mild foods.  

And more overwhelming news, I've recently acquired a puppy.  
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His name is Luke, he's a lab-maltese mix, and he's 8 weeks old.  And we just got him this morning, so he's not even been with us a day.  He's quite the handful already.  
I'm not ready for a dog, but my parents got him on a whim this morning, (which I think is a bad idea, but they said they're gonna stick with it, so okay), and I really like him.  ;-;  He's really sweet and cute, but he just adds to my stress list, and as I'm writing this, he is pulling on my pant leg.  :'I  <333

Anyway, all this overwhelming stress has led me to suddenly become very emotional and panicky and nervous, (hence my most recent poll), and has also led me to just start crying uncontrollably.  I'm talking heavy sobbing, gross snot, ugly crying face kind of crying.  It's pretty bad.  

So I'm very unhappy lately, and while I'm hoping all of it ends by the time these surgeries are over, I still feel really uneasy.  So please be aware that this may also affect art output.

Thanks for your patience, I really appreciate it.

~Rev.  

P.S.  I should probably start calling myself Neb or Nebby or Bae before my new watchers get confused.

~Nebby.

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CoyoteSoot's avatar
I'm sorry about the surgeries and your stress. I seriously hope things start changing for the better for you ;n;
that puppy is super cute btw<3