I'm alright now, sorry to worry everyone!

So many of you read my previous journal, and I really wasn't expecting so many people to comment, much less people who had either gone through the same thing or people who were willing to give advice to help, (despite the fact that I had asked for it, I just wasn't expecting it).

I even had people coming to me off of dA to talk about and explain it, and it just made me feel so much better.  I even got pictures.  People were kind enough to draw me pictures, I just--- I really can't thank you all enough.  It made my day and it actually made my eyes water, you guys are sweet as hell.

Honestly, I would have responded to all of you individually, and I might still, but I just wanted to get this out there so people don't have to comment further on that journal, haha.  I'm alright now!  The panic attacks have subsided for now, and I am now equipped with several ways to rid myself of them should they come on again.  

So thank you all so much, I really appreciate all your kind words and support and advice, and I will try and use your suggestions to the best of my ability.  It might be a bit hard at first because when I get them, logical thinking goes to the wayside and I can't focus on anything even remotely calming, but I will try.  

Thank you all again.  I'll be alright, I just need to get back into the normal swing of things and try and calm down and stop worrying about things.  I haven't been doing a lot of art things recently, or as much as I'd like, so I'll see if maybe that's why they've come on so strong.  Commissions first!  I only have 2, so I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN TAKING THIS LONG FOR THEM, IM SORRY.

~Rev.