Wed May 27, 2015, 8:15 PM
Tagged by bae, Shincovi <33
Well, this meme thing seemed interesting enough and I thought maybe I should do this because it might inspire me to change myself, so here goes.
5 positive and negative things about myself!
I'm open-minded and accepting of everyone's beliefs and feelings, and I try my best to keep my heart and ears open for people who need someone to talk to
I procrastinate. A LOT. and it's gross and i'm gross and i'm sorry.
While I don't want to jinx myself by saying I "like" my art, I feel myself really improving and I am trying very hard to continue to do so.
I see other people's art and get discouraged a lot, whether it's because I feel like they have more talent, or because their style looks better or is cuter. Sometimes it's over simple stuff, like I get intimidated by how many watchers they have;;
I try my best to fix problems before more arise, and not let myself get discouraged, no matter what the context is. And whatever "good advice" i try to give other people is what I try to follow as well.
Related to the previous one, sometimes it doesn't work out and I sulk anyway for a few days because it bothers me that much;;; And a lot of the little stuff bothers me. :c
My OCs are like family to me, and they're very important to me, even if some don't get used quite as much as others. I love them all <3
I make too many OCs, really;;;; and I get attached to designs pretty easily;;
I apparently have good ideas, because of the people who have asked me for help, (so, like...maybe 2??), they say I'm brilliant, so--IDK.
I have a bad habit of comparing myself to other people. Be it looks, talents, achievements, etc.
bonus positive and negative things:
i cry a lot about how lonely i get
i have one of those slushy magic cups that makes a slushy when you pour like juice in and squeeze it, (yes, that is a positive)
fun fact: i have like 3 lame "as seen on tv" objects that I love the shit out of
they happen to be the slushy magic cup, an instant ramen cooking bowl, and 2 snuggies, yeah i know, great, right??
im really lame
Fri May 15, 2015, 7:59 PM
First off, I want to apologize to the entirety of my watchers and commissioners for dropping off the face of the planet. Let it be known that I am alive and functioning.
I have finished struggling through finals, so the summer has somewhat started for me, and I may be on here more frequently now, but I have been suffering through a 2-month art block, (almost 3 now). This upsets me greatly. Drawing is part of me, but for the last while, holding my pen does little more than bring me grief and exhaustion. Any drawing I make is gross in my eyes, and any projects I've been working on have been discarded in disgust. Creating designs or looking at old ones upset me now.
Slowly, I'm forcing myself back into it, so I hope to be back with you all soon enough. For the next couple of weeks, I'm on vacation, so I may be away for a bit longer, but know I am going to return.
I'll respond to comments and notes when I have the time. I apologize to those who have waited for a response for a long time and have not received one, I will do so when I can.
Thank you all, I'll be back soon.
P.S. I also apologize that the past few journals have been nothing more than updates on my status, and I am greatly sorry. It seems I'm only able to make excuses anymore, but know that I truly am sorry for my absence, and I am trying to come back. Please be patient just a little while longer.
Sat Mar 7, 2015, 7:02 PM
Stress from college is overrrr!!!....for nooowwwww. :'U
Officially, I'm on spring break, which means I'm going to have more free time to finish up my remaining commission! After that, I'm going to close them up for a while, I wanna take some time to draw things for myself and improve my art... I think I need it.
I'm headed down to see Devin on Monday to spend spring break with him, so I won't have ALL my time free, but certainly a lot of it. c: I'll finish up what I owe before tackling personal goals~
I'll make it on here as much as I can now. I was greatly considering a hiatus before, but maybe I can knock away that desire to come back and stretch my art muscles. uvu
I'm back bbys, hi. ;-;/ <333
Tue Feb 24, 2015, 2:05 PM
I'm under a great deal of stress right now and I've not been doing well health-wise recently, which is why I've been absent from here. College work is also dragging me down and I have midterms this week, so my stress is skyrocketing more than usual.
Unfortunately, my commissions might not be done for a while because of everything I have going on. I greatly apologize, and I can't say just how sorry I am to make you wait longer. I want to be finished with them, but I can't predict a time frame that I will need to finish them.
Commissioners, if you like, I can refund your payments until I AM done with them, just so you have the money and don't feel like you're really out anything, or you can cancel your commission altogether and I will refund your payment as soon as I can. Unless you're feeling extremely patient and generous and give me the time to finish my midterms and other assignments until I can get back to them.
I wish there was a way to compensate for it, but alas, I do not have 50 arms and 3 computers like I want to have for situations like this. ._.
Once again, I apologize, things are becoming more busy and rocky than I want them to be, and it's greatly stressing me out. Commissioners tinysport and AusieOtterPie, you can let me know what your decisions are, and again, I'm very sorry.
Mon Feb 16, 2015, 11:31 AM
I feel really bad because all I've been doing is college stuff and life stuff and im juST--
I'm like trying to do birthday gifts for people so those can be done, but I've also got commissions I need to do, and I also want to practice my style and develop it more;;
Basically, I've deleted everything in my messages, (I watch too many people;;; ), and I've replied to the people I care about, and that's about it, so I've not done a whole lot here for a while, oops;;;
Sort of a habit now, I'm busy with classes and ugh. :'c
So on that note, I apologize for only being 40% here;; I will get birthday gifts out there soon, dont you worry my sweet star babies;;;
As commission status goes, I'm closing commissions for now to finish up the ones I have and also to hone my art skills. As much as I like working with journal commissions, I'd like to work on other types of commissions. unu Also I feel like I'm been slaving on commissions more than personal art, and I want to work on something for me for a bit, idk;;
Mini update: a winter storm is rolling in, so I might lose power for a while, but I don't know for sure?? I'm gonna be working on college classes today so I can get it out of the way before tonight when the storm comes, so commissions might be held off for a day or two to make sure I can work on them under conditions where they won't be compromised;;;
yeah that's it, I have to hurry and work on stuff bye. ;-;/
Sat Feb 14, 2015, 7:18 PM
I was gonna make another video like I did last year, but I don't know how you guys would feel about that, so simple little journal it is! ;v;
Just wanted to say that even though this valentines in coming to a close, there will be plenty more. So for everyone out there moping about not having someone to spend it with, please do not dwell on that. Spend time with the people you care about no matter who they are to you in your life! So no sad faces, no pessimism. It's not over until it's over, and there is still plenty of time. c:
It may sound easy for me to say that since I have Devin, but in the almost 4 years I've been with him, I've only had one Valentine's day with him. It hurts being away from him, but one day, we won't have to be apart. I know we have plenty of time.
So just keep reminding yourself that there is time. Don't feel pressured, don't change who you are to fit someone else's standards. You are you, and you are beautiful in your individuality, and if anyone tells you otherwise, tell me.
BECAUSE I WILL COME OVER THERE AND SHOVE MY FOOT UP THEIR ASS.
Happy Valentine's day, my little Valentines. ;v;
YEAH, ALL OF YOU ARE MY VALENTINE'S, GROUP HUG, I LOVE YOU.
Wed Feb 4, 2015, 8:16 AM
Earlier today I saw someone had made a species that looks SCARILY like Werefuus, (had the alliteration Beast Brand name too), and it ended up being a completely different species.
I've seen a lot of designs and species recently that remind me a lot of my Werefuus, actually. I know their design isn't entirely new or anything, but still, like come on, that was EERILY close.
I didn't say anything though, and I still won't, but ugh.
That's why I'm going to say that I'm rethinking about revamping the species a bit. I don't know what I'll do, but I want more "fu" in their designs. That's a good start, I guess.
Advice would help as far as their design goes because I dunno what I'm doing;;;
Sun Feb 1, 2015, 4:01 PM
I've not been here much because I've been working around my house, my mom hasn't been here all week and I've had to be the only one cleaning and cooking and everything. I've been busy with college and commissions too, so I've only had time to really upload the Grayson concept and answer some simple comments and such, but I hope I'll be back sometime on Wednesday!
Just know that I will answer all my comments soon and I'll be back <333
Love you all my little sweet babys //smooches
Tue Jan 27, 2015, 3:44 AM
yeah i finally got one, whoops
Gonna be used for dumb traditional doodles I have and maybe wips I have, (which will be cross posted on my art tumblr), and also probably dumb pics of me and my cat and dog and whatever else. It's gonna be a more personal account, I guess.
If any of you have one, tell me, I'd love to talk to you! uvu
Thu Jan 22, 2015, 2:23 PM
Shamelessly stolen from empiredog!
For 10 people who comment I will go through your gallery and pick a character or two I like and tell you why they're awesome!
I will link said characters and their owners here so everyone can see too, but if you ask for a feature please also spread the love and start up your own Character feature journal, maybe link one of my characters too? I'd love to see what you guys think!
1. and - Kaliyon's design is amazing, and his clothes are great and I can easily imagine him in a Zelda setting. I don't know much about him, but he's really cute. But THAT CAT, I--The palette on the kitty is to die for, love the bright colors with the natural hues and the hood. Plus, their art is great, like every character they have is great, please look, my god.
2. - I like this guy's simple design but also that really nice, long tail that looks like it could glow. uvu Plus, I like characters that have missing limbs since you don't see them that often.
3. - - I HAD TO TELL MYSELF NOT TO BE BIASED BECAUSE OF HER WEREFUU BABIES, BUT I DO LOVE THOSE TWO. But I picked this chick because, while I nothing nothing about One Piece, nor do I really care to ever at all, I really liked her design! The mismatched stocking are cute and her little hair-bow~ Plus, I guess she can duplicate things, so that's cool??? SHE SHOULD DUPLICATE THOSE SHOES FOR ME BECAUSE THOSE ARE REALLY NICE TOO, KNOW WHAT I'M SAYIN'??? AWRIGHT, UP TOP. //SELF HIGH-5
4. - - This guy is drawn really cute and I think he looks adorable, and I like his cute lil cloud tail. uvu
5. - - Deer, man. Deer characters get me. Like the dark coat colors and the green hints, they're really nice. Also those back leg stockings are really nice, balances out his dark coat more.
6. - - Antlers are my weakness, and so are beads and pretty little orb things, and this guy is actually a great design. I had a design from like a long time ago back in middle school and he looked something like this too, so that kinda helped with picking this guy. uvu
7. - - CREATURES OH MY GOD. LISTEN, WOLVES ARE GREAT, REALLY, BUT CREATURE OC'S, THOSE ARE MY WEAKNESS. This guy is a guess a wingless griff?? I dunno, but I love his face and the shape of his beak and mouth, lord. Monsters, guys. Monsters are my favorites.
8. - and - OKAY FIRST, DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED IN THIS GIRL'S ART. SHE IS GREAT AND SO ARE HER DESIGNS. Like these two, (AND ALSO JEV, ALWAYS JEV), are my FAVORITE designs from her right now. Simple designs that are so beautiful and tasteful with natural dominant palette and splashes of vibrant color. And just small twists of fantasy~ Brilliant, perfect, wrap them up, slap a bow on them, and it is Christmas all over again, they are perfect. ;-; <333 (ALSO ROMAN'S TEETH, LIKE SOMEONE HOLD ME)
9. - - SORRY BUT I HONESTLY DID NOT KNOW WHICH CHARACTERS WERE YOURS AND WHICH WEREN'T??? I like the design of this chick, though, her pupils and hair are really pretty. uvu And she's got cute lil cheek circles like cockatiels do, that's adorable
Tue Jan 20, 2015, 4:10 PM
JUST BREATHE, LINDSAY
EVERYTHING IS OKIE DOKIE
EVERYTHING IS SUPER
YOU ARE ENOUGH
AND YOU WILL NOT YELL AND SCREAM TO THE HEAVENS ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU FUCKING HATE PEOPLE BEING STUPID.
YOU'RE A GOOD FRIEND, DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE FUCKING ASSHOLES TO YOU
THEY'RE THE ONES WHO DON'T DESERVE YOUR FRIENDSHIP. YOU'RE RAD AS HELL, AND THEY'RE JUST JEALOUS BECAUSE YOUR RADNESS IS LIKE YOUR SUPERPOWER AND THEY CANNOT DESTROY IT.
YOU DESERVE A CROWN, AND MAYBE A MEDAL FOR PUTTING UP WITH ASSHOLES ALL YOUR LIFE.
YOU ALSO DESERVE ICE CREAM AND HUGS FOR HAVING EVERY FRIEND YOU'VE EVER HAD STEP ALL OVER YOU, (WITH THE EXCEPTION OF SOME OF THE SWEETIES HERE AND THAT BABE IN MEXICO, YOU NEED TO WIFE HER, NEVERMIND THAT ENGAGEMENT RING ON YOUR HAND).
YOU ALSO REAAAAALLLY WANT PASTA. PASTA MEANS COMFORT, AND COMFORT MEANS ZERO AGGRAVATION.
PEACE, CALM, ZEN, EASE, OTHER SYNONYMS OF RELAX.
sorry, i needed to vent quickly and also my tablet is all the way over on the other side of the room and i didnt wanna get up to get it to vent again, whoops.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE MINI MELTDOWN I HAD, IM REREADING NOW AND IM GREATLY AMUSED, SO I HOPE YOU ARE TOO.
~NEBBY NEEDS A PSYCHIATRIST MAYBE.
Sun Jan 18, 2015, 11:35 AM
WHEN I PUT A POLL OUT THERE AND I SAY SOMETHING LIKE "NEBBY'S OPTION," THAT MEANS I PICK IT, NOT OTHER PEOPLE.
I PICK IT TO SEE WHAT YOU'RE ALL SAYING WITHOUT MY OWN CHOICE IN THE MIX.
AND YET ON THE LATEST POLL, TWO OTHER PEOPLE CLICKED THE "NEBBY'S CHOICE" OPTION.
WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING??!?!?!?!?
I AM NEBBY, NEBBY IS ME, AND LAST TIME I CHECKED I DO NOT HAVE MPD, SO????????
UNLESS THERE ARE OTHER NEBBYS, YOU CANNOT BE THE NEBBY, FOR I AM THE NEBBY.
YOU'RE ALL SILLY, STOP GOOFING UP THE POLL AND ANSWER IT CORRECTLY YOU BUNCHA DOOFS.
ALSO I LOVE YOU. STOP MESSING UP MY DUMB QUESTIONS.
~Nebby, the one and only, forever and ever, do not test me stop it.
Sun Jan 11, 2015, 5:39 PM
Tomorrow, my classes start up again, but luckily I'm only taking 2 of them, so GUESS WHO HAS A SHITTON OF MORE TIME TO WORK ON COMMISSIONS???
YEAH IT'S ME.
So right now I'm busy reworking some journal CSS so everything works nicely and there can be new features added. ;v; New fonts will be available too, and the Journal Skin previews will show more text previews, such as bold and italic tags. SO EXCITED, AUGH.
That means soon I'll be reworking the code to my own journal so that it not only matches my page but it also looks better. I'm over Celestial Linnea over here. (sry bbypie)
Last thing, I wanted to say that I'm working on about 50 different projects right now, both personal and commission, and I may be slow because my brain doesn't know which one to start on first?? And with college it'll be a little more confused, so I might be REALLY slow.
Until then, thank you for waiting and supporting me, I appreciate it. ;v;/ <33
Wed Dec 31, 2014, 3:40 PM
Well, today is the last day of 2014, everyone! I hope you all have a great one, and may your start of 2015 be wonderful!
I'm excited to be starting this year for some reason. I'm pretty content with how 2014 came out, (surprisingly), but I have some high hopes for 2015. Partially because I'll be starting this year off as being engaged I guess?? I DUNNO, JUST EXCITED, WOOO.
My resolution for the new year...well, I've got a lot, I guess. I wanna be healthier, because I've been bad being a fatty lately, but I also wanna finally get a little more active and I wanna make friends. I don't have that many, and I think if I get the chance to finally make some, I'll be happier. That, and I really wanna practice art more.
What about your resolutions? What are they? c:
To start the new year, I'm going to clean up my gallery and reorganize it and maybe redo my page. ;v; DON'T WORRY, THE GAMER PAGE WILL COME BACK, I PROMISE. <33
I just wanna redo parts of my page since I think I've fully metamorphosed into hipster trash, and I am sorry.
Hope you all have a good day, and Happy New Year!
Thu Dec 25, 2014, 9:53 AM
Sun Dec 7, 2014, 9:36 PM
Yep. Because having accounts at banks is just begging for trouble. Which is ironic and stupid.
I really hate having to open these right now, not only because finals are this week, but because that means I have to work on them during the holidays, but to be honest, I cannot afford the stupid fees they kept slapping on me. This is literally so I can stay afloat until I find a bank that won't fuck me over.
So I guess consider these Christmas commissions?? Which is sad, because they're commissions and not requests, but trust me, if my bank slaps one more fee on me, I will literally be in the negative, and I cannot have that.
So everything on my commissions page on my weebly is fair game with the exception of the original species stuff, those take a little bit too long. unu
I've updated the journal commission info if you guys want those, and I've also fixed some issues on my weebly so everything should be working just fine now.
If you guys could help out, that'd be great. Between school, Christmas, and the break I just took, my wallet has been taking huge hits already, and my bank is not helping. Any commissioners looking for something of mine is appreciated, thank you!
P.S. If I can get to Christmas gifts for people before Christmas, I will!
Fri Nov 21, 2014, 10:48 PM
Devin is 20 today. Him and his totally nice jawline.
So anyway, that may not seem important, but it is because it pertains to a project I've been working on for a month now for his birthday, which I'm still not done with.
But that's okay, you all will see in due time, I promise.
IT'S GONNA BE HUGE. LIKE CRAZY HUGE. VERY IMPORTANT. BECAUSE IT COULD MEAN A NEW KIND OF COMMISSION IF PEOPLE LIKE IT.
so yeah, know that im absent right now, but not for long.
Also, it's end of semester, so college is kicking my ass too.
Being a student is hard.
Sat Nov 1, 2014, 11:48 PM
Alright, so the winner of the Plague Doctor Werefuu iiiiisssssss....
Congratulations on your new free Werefuu~ When you're ready, send me a note and I'll send you the unwatermarked ref image of your new Werefuu. c:
Thanks for participating, everyone! ;v;
Fri Oct 31, 2014, 8:49 PM